I was fully planning on coming here and pouring out all the brilliant thoughts discussed by my mom and myself tonight. But I feel emotionally drained. Maybe drained isn't a good word because it's a positive thing that I'm feeling. Emotionally... sorted. 

I have a feeling I'll continue to have my ups and downs about this relationship -at least for a little while- but I do know that ending it was for the best. I know that even though I feel very alone right now, I have hope.